8: And I know that it's a wonderful world, But I can't feel it right now

"I know that it's a wonderful world but I just can't feel it right now"

A line from the song, "Wonderful World".
I feel so damned wasted, frustrated, empty, and alone.
I don't want to feel this way.
Today, is 9/9/09. It's a once in a lifetime date.
Unusual. Some people say that it's a lucky date.
But definitely not for me.
I'm so bored today.
And the rain just gets on my nerve.
Today is a rainy day, and I think, when it rains,
I feel so emotional about things.
I'm weird, I know that!

But I still believe that someday, I'll be fine

"I thought I was doing well but I just want to cry now"

*P.S. just don't try to understand me, coz I can't understand myself either*

7: 21 Guns

Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

*I love this song...so emo..*

6: Comics Strips

Here are some comics strips from http://xkcd.com

I'm Pretty much BORED!!!

Today is not an eventful day. Nothing really important happened that's why I'm really really bored. I got to wake up early so that I wouldn't be late. At the office, I just sit around and talk with my friends all day. I didn't take a nap at lunchbreak because I think I'm not that sleepy. And by 4 pm, I felt so so sleepy. Gosh..I feel so tired even though I didn't do much today.

I hope tomorrow would be a better day. I really HATE my daily routine!!!It's so boring, I hope I get a chance to change it :)

Where do you go when your Lonely?

Well..ako hindi ko alam kung san pupunta..Gusto ko sanang umalis at magmuni muni..I feel alone..sobra..Ewan ko kung bakit..EMPtiness always finds a way through my heart..Since this morning, I feel like this..ALa ako sa mood to do anything, I just want to feel my loneliness..I feel kinda devastated.."Nothing's going right and everything's a mess", sbi nga sa kanta..kung titignan mo mabuti ang situation ko ngayon at kung nakikita mo lang ako ngayon, akala mo wala akong problema, akala mo masaya ako..pero akala mo lang un..Deep inside, I'm broken..I wanna do something so that I could fix myself..IT's a damn colded night and I'm trying to figure out this life..Feeling ko, parang I'm living lang because I'm alive, alam mo un, yung parang wala kang sariling buhay, at nabubuhay ka lang kasi kailangan..SOmetimes I wonder ko ano tlaga ang purpose ko, Pero sabi nga nila everything happens for a reason..Pero I've been wondering for so long kung ano ung REASON na un..I'm sad and lonely right now..well I guess that's life..ANd I'm so sick of it..

BAT ngayon di pa rin alam kung bakit tayo andito!!
Everything will be alright! =)
I hope!!IRONIC =(