27: Time after Time

I just love this Song. " Time After Time" by Cindy lauper. Few artists already revived this song. The version that I like most is by INOJ, but I guess, my most favorite would be the original version by Cindy Lauper. Nothing beats the original! I first heard this song in the movie, "Romy and Michele High School Reunion. They dance to this song in there reunion scene. It was so funny. At first, I didn't really get to understand the meaning of the song..(I was too young back then) but I fell in love with the melody and the beat of the song. Since that day, I would always love to hear and sing along with it.

Here's a video of the dance in Romy and Michele High School Reunion featuring "Time After Time"

"If you're lost, you can look
And you will find me
Time after time
If you fall, I will catch you
I will be waiting
Time after time"

26: 50 Truths

These questions have no right or wrong answers.

Because sometimes asking the right questions is the answer.

1. How old would you be if you didn’t know how old you are?

• I think I would be 20 years old, if i didn't really know how old I am.
  

2. Which is worse, failing or never trying?

• Never Trying. I rather fail and learn something than never try and obtain nothing ;)
  

3. If life is so short, why do we do so many things we don’t like and like so many things we don’t do?

• I don't know. Maybe it's part of human nature to just go with the flow of life.
  

4. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done?

• No.
  

5. What is the one thing you’d most like to change about the world?

• I want the people to have contentment with there lives.
  

6. If happiness was the national currency, what kind of work would make you rich?

• I would be a clown, i guess (-u-)
  

7. Are you doing what you believe in, or are you settling for what you are doing?

• I'm doing what I believe in.
  

8. If the average human life span was 40 years, how would you live your life differently?

• I would do things that would make me happy. I would prioritize myself first before other people. I gonna stop pleasing other people. I'm sick and tired of being the "Ms. Goodie GOOD Girl"
  

9. To what degree have you actually controlled the course your life has taken?

• I don't know. I guess I haven't control my life's course, I just going with the flow.
  

10. Are you more worried about doing things right, or doing the right things?

• I'm more worried about doing things right. I hate it when I fail. I'm not perfectionist but I want things to be right.
  

11. You’re having lunch with three people you respect and admire. They all start criticizing a close friend of yours, not knowing she is your friend. The criticism is distasteful and unjustified. What do you do?

• I would stand up and defend my friend.
  

12. If you could offer a newborn child only one piece of advice, what would it be?

• Just smile and everything will be okay :)
  

13. Would you break the law to save a loved one?

• “Would you break the law to save a loved one?” This is Heinz’ dilemma from Kolberg’s Stages of Moral Development. It is not just important what you would do, but what your justifications for doing it are as well. I would probably break the law to save a loved one. I know that breaking the law is not a good thing but my intentions for breaking it are fine so I have to deal with it.
  

14. Have you ever seen insanity where you later saw creativity?

• No.
  

15. What’s something you know you do differently than most people?

• I always help other people. I guess I'm just a helpful and kind type of person. LOL
  

16. How come the things that make you happy don’t make everyone happy?

• Everyone has a different opinions about happiness. I guess we are not the same. Things that make me happy would not always be the things that make you happy.
  

17. What one thing have you not done that you really want to do? What’s holding you back?

• I really wanted to be happy. There are certain barriers that's holding me back to achieve my happiness. Happiness would be being content with my life.
  

18. Are you holding onto something you need to let go of?

• Yes. But I think, I can't still let it go :(
  

19. If you had to move to a state or country besides the one you currently live in, where would you move and why?

• I like to live in London so that I could
  

20. Do you push the elevator button more than once? Do you really believe it makes the elevator faster?

• NO!
  

21. Would you rather be a worried genius or a joyful simpleton?

• A joyful simpleton
  

22. Why are you, you?

• Because I'm like this. So deal with it :P
  

23. Have you been the kind of friend you want as a friend?

• I think I am.
  

24. Which is worse, when a good friend moves away, or losing touch with a good friend who lives right near you?

• Losing touch with a good friend who lives right near you.

25. What are you most grateful for?

• I grateful for everything that I have now. FOR all the blessing that God has given me and my family. I'm thankful for having a great family and friends.
  

26. Would you rather lose all of your old memories, or never be able to make new ones?

• I would rather lose all of my old memories as long as I could make new ones.
  

27. Is is possible to know the truth without challenging it first?

• No.
  

28. Has your greatest fear ever come true?

• Not yet.
  

29. Do you remember that time 5 years ago when you were extremely upset? Does it really matter now?

• I still remember that time when I was so frustrated coz I didn't get to be in the top 3 of my class when I was in highschool. I was just 4th place. I guess, that didn't matter anymore. I'm over with it.
  

30. What is your happiest childhood memory? What makes it so special?

• During Sundays, when me and my cousins would go to the bay and swim at the sea or ride a bike,just play around in the park or climb the trees. This memories are so special to me because it was the time when I don't really need to think of my problems.
  

31. At what time in your recent past have you felt most passionate and alive?

• Well, to be honest, I'm alive but I'm not Living.
  

32. If not now, then when?

• Today?
  

33. If you haven’t achieved it yet, what do you have to lose?

• I don't know.
  

34. Have you ever been with someone, said nothing, and walked away feeling like you just had the best conversation ever?

• Yes. Action speaks louder than words.
  

35. Why do religions that support love cause so many wars?

• I don't have any idea. Love could cause many things.
  

36. Is it possible to know, without a doubt, what is good and what is evil?

• Good and evil are just words. It depends upon the person's understanding, what would good and bad be. There's no absolute good and evil.
  

37. If you just won a million dollars, would you quit your job?

• No. I would just go shopping with that money but I would not quit my job.
  

38. Would you rather have less work to do, or more work you actually enjoy doing?

• I would like to work more if I really like what I'm doing.
  

39. Do you feel like you’ve lived this day a hundred times before?

• Yes. Like everyday are just the same.
  

40. When was the last time you marched into the dark with only the soft glow of an idea you strongly believed in?

• Can't remember
  

41. If you knew that everyone you know was going to die tomorrow, who would you visit today?

• I would just stay at home and bond with my family.
  

42. Would you be willing to reduce your life expectancy by 10 years to become extremely attractive or famous?

• No. I don't like attention.
  

43. What is the difference between being alive and truly living?

• Being alive is...you are alive because you are breathing. Truly living is living a life that is worth it.
  

44. When is it time to stop calculating risk and rewards, and just go ahead and do what you know is right?

• It is the time when you realize that life is not perfect.

45. If we learn from our mistakes, why are we always so afraid to make a mistake?

• I guess people just don't like failure.
  

46. What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you?

• I would not be shy to be myself.
  

47. When was the last time you noticed the sound of your own breathing?

• Long time ago.
  

48. What do you love? Have any of your recent actions openly expressed this love?

• Love?..my family, my friends. I think I express my love through actions.
  

49. In 5 years from now, will you remember what you did yesterday? What about the day before that? Or the day before that?

• I would still remember what I'm doing because everyday is just the same.
  

50. Decisions are being made right now. The question is: Are you making them for yourself, or are you letting others make them for you?

• Sometimes I'm making decisions for my own good but I tend to ask others for there advise and that would influence my decisions.
  

25: Mr. SUN

"Oh Mister Sun, Sun
Mister Golden SUN"

24: Try

*Here's a video clip of my favorite scene from the movie fame.
Love Asher Book!! This scene is so perfect. A guy playing the piano, and singing for the girl that he loves. So sweet.. I wish that someone would be brave enough to do the same for me :)

"If i walk would you run
If i stop would you come
If i say you're the one would you believe me"

23: Sleepy Monday

Monday...

I'm sleepy the whole day. I didn't get to sleep 8 hours the night before. I don't know why.
I fell asleep past 2 am Monday morning. I've been watching MYX till 1 am.
I can't sleep..maybe somebody's thinking of me that why I can't sleep..(assuming!)
Or I'm having a insomia. I don't know and I don't really care if I have one. =)
Today..I have tons and tons of work load. And I still need to continue it till tomorrow.
TODAY is not a bad day or a super happy day.
It's just the same day that I need to stay at the office for 8 hours.
It's a boring day...or should I say, I'm having a boring time of my life.
But I used to it and I don't have any choice but to live with it.

22: On my own - Les Miserables

*I like this song. I heard it from Katie Holmes in Dawson's Creek season 1.
This song is just so sad..I could relate to the song :(

On my Own

And now I'm all alone again
Nowhere to turn, no one to go to.
Without a home, without a friend
without a face to say hello to
But now the night is near
And I can make-believe he's here

Sometimes I walk alone at night
When everybody else is sleeping
I think of him and then I'm happy
With the company I'm keeping
The city goes to bed
And I can live inside my head

On my own
Pretending he's beside me
All alone
I walk with him 'til morning
Without him, I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way, I close my eyes and he has found me

In the rain
The pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me forever and forever

And I know it's only in my mind
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say there's a way for us

I love him
But when the night is over
He is gone
The river's just a river
Without him, the world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere the streets are full of strangers

I love him
But every day I'm lonely
All my life I've only been pretending
Without me, his world will go on turning
The world is full of happiness that I have never known

I love him
I love him
I love him...
But only on my own...
(sniffle)

:'(

21:LOVE LOVE Love

Dear Boyfriend,

Oh Hi..what's keeping you so long..I'm pretty much tired of waiting..but I think I could still handle few more months or years?...

I hope you could find me..I'm just here :)

20: Love sick :(

"And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing...
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?"

Yeah..I'm pretty much tired of listening to some silly love songs that would make me feel miserable. Listening to love songs makes me feel ALONE. Alone in a sense that I'm not with someone, I'm not dating anyone, and I'm single for the longest time.I'm not complaining or
anything. I'm tired of seeing people holding hands while walking and I'm just walking alone. I'm tired of eating alone at the mall. I just want to know that there's someone who's gonna make my day complete. Someone who would make me smile even though I'm having a worst day. Someone who would appreciate me.

"Been running from this feeling for so long
Telling my heart I didn't need it
Pretending I was better off alone
But I know that it's just a lie"

I'm tired pretending that I'm okay and everything is completely fine. I just want to feel normal. Normal as in feeling happy and being in pain. I know that falling in love is happiness and pain but I think I could handle that. I know that in God's time, there's someone out there really meant for me. Just wait..wait and wait..There's no need to rush. (I'm just comforting myself..haha)


>>P.S. I'm emo right now..blame it on Asher Book. I'm listening to his song "Try". and I come up writing this blog..

"still I believe..I'm missing something real!"

19: A total movie buff

This are the movies that I've watch this week :)



The Haunting in Connecticut
*Watch this movie with Migz during Lunchtime at the Office last Wednesday. I'm thankful that I didn't watch it alone. hehe
The Haunting in Connecticut is a true story. A creepy movie that gives me chills.


Diary of the Dead
* A movie about zombies. I don't really appreciate this one coz it's not that creppy.
I think it's a boring horror film.


Slumdog Millionaire
*Jai Ho!! A great movie..love this one.. It talks about life, poverty, love and a game show.
I like the opening scene where a question is raised.

Jamal Malik is one question away from winning 20 million rupees. How did he do it?
• A: He cheated • B: He's lucky
• C: He's a genius • D: It is written

D. It is written is the right answer. It's destiny. Jai Ho!


Fame
*Watch this movie with my girlfriends. Love Asher Book..so cute!

18: Heard it at the movies

These are my favorite movie lines :)

"When there has been so much love and happiness for someone, it is natural to be reluctant to close such a wonderful chapter in our lives, for moving forward is rarely accomplished without considerable grief and sadness"

- Prince and Me

"Remember, happiness is just a teardrop away"

- Shrek 2


"If you are ready to jump, I will be here to catch you"

- How To Deal



“One often meets his destiny on the road he takes to avoid it.”
- Kung Fu Panda



“I was hiding under your porch because I love you.”

- Up


“I’ve been waiting my whole life for the right guy to come along and then you showed up. And you’re nothing like the man I imagined. You’re cynical and cranky and impossible. But the truth is fighting with you is the best thing that’s ever happened to me. And I think there’s a very good chance that I’m falling in love with you.”
- 27 Dresses


“Don’t let your past dictate who you are, but let it be part of who you will become.”

- My Big Fat Greek Wedding


“Human life is difficult. But as this life is coming to an end, I consider myself lucky to have lived it.”

- The Day the Earth Stood Still


“We’ve all got both light and dark inside us. What matters is the part we choose to act on. That’s who we really are.”

- Sirius Black, Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix

17: A letter to a young lady

Dear me,

Hi..I know that life isn't that fair. I know that you're going through something and you can't share it to other people. Your always like that, pretending to be happy even though you don't. You keep on smiling even though your heart is breaking. I haven't really see you get angry with other people. You always say your okay, nothing's wrong. I really hate it when you do that. I want you to be somebody who's bitchy enough to express what you really feel. You're always the crying shoulder of somebody, but did you ever realize that when you're crying no one lends a shoulder that you could cry on. Stop pretending that life is really okay, coz it's not. I know you're in pain but who's not?..We are all in pain as Dr.House would say. I just want you to realize that Life = happiness + sorrow. You can't be too happy nor say.

Many things had happened in your life. You go every trials in your life by yourself without seeking the help of other. You always think of the welfare of other people but for once, can't you think of yourself first. You always think that life would be better if you would help. I know that helping is fine but can't you think of yourself first. I know that I'm being selfish by saying things like this. But I want to wake you up and change the way you are. I really don't want you to change everything but I hope you change for the better. I'm always at your back. Remember that things would only be complicated if you let it be complicated. Life is a matter of choice. It's a choice to be happy and sad. But I want you to choose to be happy. It's okay to let yourself be happy because you never know how fleeting that happiness might be.

I know you want to do something that would change your life forever. You want to make a difference. You want to feel worth it. I know someday you'll be somebody who's good enough to make a change.

Always remember that I'll be here for you.

Love,
me

kimi wo aishitsuzukeru

16: I'm Pissed Of

I woke up early around 7 am and hoping that my day would be fined. But unfortunately things not go on my way early this morning. I was expecting to do productive things today but it was cancelled.

I'm pissed of.

* just don't try to understand me*

15: I hate it when it rains

Thursday na! Bored na ako. Isang week akong walang pasok dahil sa Bagyong Ondoy. Ang daming bagay ang sinira ng bagyong yon. Una, madaming bahay ang lumubog sa iba't ibang lugar. Pangalawa, madaming materyal na bagay ang nasira. At ikatlo, maraming buhay ang nawakasan. Nakakalungkot isipin na sa isang araw lang maraming buhay ang mawawala. Ako??naapektuhan din naman kami pero thankful pa rin ako na hindi ganun kalala kagaya sa ibang lugar. Bumaha din naman sa bahay namen pero hanggang first step lang ng hagdan namen pero sa labas ng bahay ay may instant river na. Pero nung napanood ko na ang mga balita, mas naging thankful ako na ganun lang ang naranasan namen ndi gaya sa ibang lugar. Maraming tao ngayon ang walang matitirhan, walang pagkain, walang damit. Pano pa kaya sila babangon pagkatapos ng dagok na tumama sa kanila. Ako..ala akong magawa. Gusto kong magvolunteer para makatulong sa ibang tao. Bukas magVovolunteer ako sa school para magrepack ng mga pagkain na ibibigay sa mga nasalanta.

Dati, I really love it when it rains. Dahil pag malakas ang ulan, alang pasok, masarap matulog. Pero ngayon, ayoko na. Natatakot na ako. May super bagyo pa naman dito sa bansa, kakapasok lang. Kanina umulan na ng malakas. Natakot na ako, kasi feeling ko babaha nanaman. Ndi pa nga lubusang nawawala ang baha sa ibang lugar tas uulan nanaman.

Sana maging maayos ang lahat. Sana maibalik ulit ang mga bagay na nawala. Sana madami pa ang taong tumutulong sa nangangailangan. Sana wag mawalan ng pag-asa ang mga taong naapektuhan. Just keep the faith, and everythings gonna be alright.

Dahil sa nangyaring ito, madami akong bagay na narealize, na ndi kailangan maging luxurious sa buhay, ok lang na simple.

14: Yano

Do you still remember the band "Yano". I grew up listening to their songs because my brother love this band so much during the 90's. I also appreciate their songs at the early age. Yano are well known for songs that has social and political views.

Yano's songs that I love:

State U

Parami na nang parami

De kotseng estudyante
Sa state university

State university

Walang efficiency
Mga government employee
Sa state university

State university

Antique na laboratory
Bulok na facility
Sa state university

State university

Administration policy
Itaas ang tuition fee
Pati na rin ang dorm fee
Bakit? Walang nagra-rally

Kahit may demolition
Private corporation
Barat na allocation
Sa education

Commercialization
Colonialization
Privatitation
Kawawang oblation

Sa state university
Sa state university

State university

State U! Hate you!

State university

* Dong Abay, vocalist of the band, enabled him to write this song because of the experiences as a student in UP and his dismay in the school.*

Kamusta na?

Kumusta na, ayos pa ba
Ang buhay natin, kaya pa ba
Eh kung hinde, paano na
Ewan mo ba, bahala na?

Napanood kita sa tv, sumama ka sa rali
Kasama ang mga madre, pinigilan mga tangke
Umiiyak ka pa sa harap ng mga sundalo
Namigay ka pa ng rosas na nabili mo sa kanto

Dala-dala mo pa, estatwa ni Sto. Nino
Eskapularyo’t Bibliya, sangkatutak na rosaryo
At sa gitna ng EDSA, lumuhod ka’t nagdasal pa
Our Father, Hail Mary from thy bounty thru Christ our Lord amen

Pebrero, bente-sais nang si Apo ay umalis
Ngiti mo’y hanggang tenga sa kakatalon, napunit a’ng pantalon mo
Pero hindi bale, sabi mo, marami naman kame
Kahit na amoy pawis, tuloy pa rin ang disco sa kalye

Nakita kita kahapon, may hila-hilang kariton
Huminto sa may Robinson, tumanga buong maghapon
Sikat ka noon sa tibi kase kasama ka doon sa rali
Pero ngayo’y nag-iisa, naglalakad sa may EDSA

Ewan mo ba, bahala na
Bahala na, bahala na

* This song discusses the condition of the Filipino people after the 1986 EDSA Revolution*

Banal na Aso, Santong Kabayo

Kaharap ko sa dyip ang isang ale
Nagrorosaryo mata niya’y nakapikit
Pumara sa may kumbento
Sa babaan lang po sabi ng tsuper kase me naghuhuli
Mura pa rin nang mura ang ale

Banal na aso, santong kabayo
Natatawa ako hihihihi
Banal na aso, santong kabayo
Natatawa ako hihihihi
Sa ‘yo

Nangangaral sa kalye ang isang lalake
Hiningan ng pera ng batang pulubi
Pasensya na para daw sa templo
Pangkain lang po sabi ng paslit
Talagang di ba pupwede?
Lumipat ng pwesto ang lalake

Anuman ang iyong ginagawa sa iyong kapatid
Ay siya ring ginagawa mo sa akin

*This song censure religious hypocrites*

Conio ka Pre

Ola! Conyito y conyita

Paano magmura ang conyong ilokana?
(ukinamshet)
Paano magdasal ang conyong relihiyosa?
(lord give us naman some bread)

How could you be so

What happened to my stuffed toy
It’s important pa naman, you make destroy
Ikaw ha you naughty boy
I’ll donate you to manong boy

How could you be so

Paano magrecite ang conyong kolehiyala?
(ma’am, dunno the answer)
Paano magspeech ang conyong congresista?
(alam nyo, u know?)

How could you be so

Hey guys come on! lakwatsa naman
Tomorrow pa our exams
Take it easy wag ka ng magcram
Watch a movie and go shopping na lang

How could you be so

* This song, talks about the lingo of Philippine's elite, the "Conios"*

* I'm currently listening to their song today, that's why I'm writing something about them.

I LOVE LOVE there songs =)

I like songs that has social and political views*

13: Unmei-tte Shinjiru

12: Waiting

11: UPUAN

Kayo po na naka upo,
Subukan nyo namang tumayo
Baka matanaw, at baka matanaw na nyo
Ang tunay na kalagayan ko

Ganito kasi yan eh...

Verse 1:

Tao po, nandyan po ba kayo sa loob ng
Malaking bahay at malawak na bakuran
Mataas na pader pinapaligiran
At naka pilang mga mamahaling sasakyan
Mga bantay na laging bulong ng bulong
Wala namang kasal pero marami ang naka barong
Lumakas man ang ulan ay walang butas ang bubong
Mga plato't kutsara na hindi kilala ang tutong
At ang kanin ay simputi ng gatas na nasa kahon
At kahit na hindi pasko sa lamesa ay may hamon
Ang sarap sigurong manirahan sa bahay na ganyan
Sabi pa nila ay dito mo rin matatagpuan
Ang tao na nagmamay-ari ng isang upuan
Na pag may pagkakatao'y pinag-aagawan
Kaya naman hindi niya pinakakawalan
Kung makikita ko lamang siya ay aking sisigawan

Chorus:

Kayo po na naka upo,
Subukan nyo namang tumayo,
Baka matanaw, at baka matanaw na nyo
Ang tunay na kalagayan ko

Verse 2:

Mawalang galang na po
Sa taong naka upo,
Alam niyo bang pantakal ng bigas namin ay di puno
Ang ding-ding ng bahay namin ay pinagtagpi-tagping yero
Sa gabi ay sobrang init na tumutunaw ng yelo
Na di kayang bilhin upang ilagay sa inumin
Pinakulong tubig sa lumang takuring uling-uling
Gamit lang panggatong na inanod lamang sa istero
Na nagsisilbing kusina sa umaga'y aming banyo
Ang aking inay na may kayamanan isang kaldero
Na nagagamit kapag ang aking ama ay sumweldo
Pero kulang na kulang parin,
Ulam na tuyo't asin
Ang singkwenta pesos sa maghapo'y pagkakasyahin
Di ko alam kung talagang maraming harang
O mataas lang ang bakod
O nagbubulag-bulagan lamang po kayo
Kahit sa dami ng pero niyo
Walang doktor na makapag papalinaw ng mata niyo
Kaya...

Wag kang masyadong halata
Bato-bato sa langit
Ang matamaay wag magalit
O bato-bato bato sa langit
Ang matamaan ay
Wag masyadong halata
Wag kang masyadong halata
Hehey, (Wag kang masyadong halata)
(Wag kang masyadong halata)


*I like this song because of the political and social aspect
that the song brings. And I'm kinda sick and tired of listening to
old love love song!*

*P.S. I hope Politicians who would hear this song would realize that
before they think of their own interest, they should first
think of the welfare of it's people.
They need to act and serve their people.

10: Pray

9: Disconnected

Hi!!! I'm back..

I've been very busy this past few weeks

that's why I haven't post any blog entries for almost 2 weeks

8: And I know that it's a wonderful world, But I can't feel it right now

"I know that it's a wonderful world but I just can't feel it right now"

A line from the song, "Wonderful World".
I feel so damned wasted, frustrated, empty, and alone.
I don't want to feel this way.
Today, is 9/9/09. It's a once in a lifetime date.
Unusual. Some people say that it's a lucky date.
But definitely not for me.
I'm so bored today.
And the rain just gets on my nerve.
Today is a rainy day, and I think, when it rains,
I feel so emotional about things.
I'm weird, I know that!

But I still believe that someday, I'll be fine

"I thought I was doing well but I just want to cry now"

*P.S. just don't try to understand me, coz I can't understand myself either*

7: 21 Guns

Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

*I love this song...so emo..*

6: Comics Strips

Here are some comics strips from http://xkcd.com

5: Must love dogs

I really really love dogs. Dogs are very affectionate. They are like humans. They would love you no matter what. They are loyal and would protect you all the time. My first dog is Kuri. He's a cross breed of a greyhound and an aspin. Aspin is a Filipino dog known as askal, but they change the name "askal" to "aspin". I don't know why but Aspin is a much better name for filipino dogs. Anyways, back to my dog Kuri. Kuri is our guard dog. We love him dearly even though my sister is not a fan of dogs. Kuri is like a human coz when he accidentally bit my brother, kuri didn't mean it. Kuri's teeth just touch the finger of my brother and it bleeds. So my brother rushed to the hospital to get a vaccine, and I heard Kuri crying when he saw my brother rushing out of the house coz he knows that he hurt my brother. I saw Kuri sobbing like a little kid. I'm pretty much amazed by that incident.

Kuri died few years ago coz he ate some poisonous plant in my aunt's backyard. I miss my dog. And now we have a new dog, it's a female puppy, I think, it's just 2 months old and it's also a aspin. My brother just saw it in the street in his office and he saw that kids are just playing around with it. So he decided to get it and take it home so it won't die. And now, our new puppy is our new guard dog.

4: Good Morning

"Good Morning to the world that I love..

I hope you do love me back :)"

It is still early morning, around 6:22 am in my clock, and I'm already awake.
I sleep early yesterday coz I'm pretty much dizzy.
I wasn't able to create a blog entry yesterday coz my brain hurts.
I'm tired yesterday because I'm overloaded with work.
From 9 am to 6 pm yesterday, I've been very busy doing my tasks.
I almost fell in love with SAP CRM, coz SAP is always there for me when
I need it. (I'm doing all my work in SAP CRM :| )

And Today, I'm going to visit my Lola.
I'm going to chill out and relax with my cousins.

I hope today would be a good day.
I hope happiness will come my way today!

3: HAPPY

Good Things Happen
to those who wait




*thankful and bless that I've waited =)*

2 : Quote Quote Quote

*these quotes sums up my feeling as of today!*

1

DAY One : Bad Day

"Coz I had a bad day
I'm taking one down
I sing a sad song just to turn it around"

I'm not happy today. It's been a very boring day. I miss my OJT friends. Overflow will not be the same without you.

Today is the official start of my 101 list. I haven't completed a task yet, but I'm working on it, it is still in process.

I'm currently downloading Dawnson's Creek season 1 and Toradora.
If you want to download any movie or anime without the use of torrent, just visit www.hakopsp.com, you can download movie, psp games and anime here directly.

*I hope tomorrow will be a better day ;p

101 Goals in 1001 Days

101 things that I would do for 1001 days. This will serve as a list of goals that I need to accomplish within 1001 days or 2.75 years.


My 101 list:
Start Date: September 1, 2009
End Date: May 28, 2012


Family:

1. Enroll Rap in any sport
2. Give Nanay and Tatay vacation
3. Buy Nike sandals for Kuya Ruel
4. Buy something for our new baby
5. Buy a gift for ate
6. Buy some gifts for Nanay and Tatay
7. Have bonding time with my cousins
8. Watch UAAP Volleyball Live or V-league
9. Give half of my salary to Nanay
10. Give Mama a gift
11. Be a good child
12. Help my family with financial expenses
13. Have a family picture
14. Buy Rap any toy he wants
15. Buy a gift for Kuya Don
16. Make Ate smile
17. Buy a gift for Lola
18. Go to a beach with my cousins
19. Set a date for Nanay and Tatay
20. Vacation with the whole family
21. Visit Lola (father side)
22. Babysit Rap
23. Go shopping with Rap
24. Bring treats/”pasalubong” to my family
25. Treat my cousins

Friends:

26. Try zipline in Tagaytay with my OJT friends
27. Go to Davao after graduation with WG
28. Have communication with MCS Friends and OJT friends
29. Give a gift to Jen’s baby
30. Don’t forget the bday’s of my friends
31. Greet/text my friends when they are celebrating there bday
32. Share more laughter and pains with WG
33. Have a fine dine dinner with WG
34. Meet my old friends
35. Go out with my highschool friends
36. Buy Gifts for my friends
37. Watch a movie with WG
38. Go out of town with WG
39. Treat WG

School:

40. Attend all my classes in my last sem
41. Do all school tasks
42. Review my old lessons
43. Review my system analysis notes
44. Learn C++
45. Learn Mysql
46. Learn CSS
47. Learn PHP
48. Learn Flash
49. Pass my requirements in school on time
50. Get good grades
51. Graduate at 2010

Work:

52. Be able to work
53. Have a job that is in line with my course

Self and well being:

54. Try one extreme sport
55. Be able to relax
56. Learn how to cook
57. Have a facial treatment
58. Treat myself in a restaurant
59. Avoid drinking any alcoholic drink (except cocktail ah)
60. Give myself a gift every month
61. Read a book within 3 months
62. Buy a good book at least 5
63. Buy shoes at least 5
64. Buy clothes at least 5
65. Enroll in a photography class
66. Exercise
67. Save money (100 per week)


Religious Obligations:

68. Strengthen my faith and relationship with God
69. Pray the Rosary every October


For the Society:

70. Register to be a voter
71. Vote for the Presidential Election
72. Join a NGO
73. Donate blood
74. Sponsor a child through world vision
75. Share my blessings with other people
76. Be a volunteer

I just want:

77. Watch a concert
78. Watch a movie alone
79. Watch Heroes
80. Download at least 20 movies
81. Watch 20 Asian series
82. Watch 20 movies
83. Update my daily blogsite
84. Watch One Tree Hill season 7
85. Watch Dawnson Creek
86. Create 101 blog entries
87. Buy a watch
88. Buy asian series dvd
89. Watch New Moon
90. Watch Eclipse
91. Watch Breaking Dawn
92. Watch Toy Story
93. Watch at least 10 anime
94. Buy a cute umbrella
95. Scream at the top of my lungs
96. Take a picture of sceneries that I like
97. Learn a new Language


Sweet Nothings:

98. Eat twin popsies and share the other part with "him"
99. Attend a mass with ‘him’
100. Walk in the rain with ‘him’
101. Introduce ‘him’ to WG

Ang Paboritong Cartoons ko noong 90's

"Kung pwede ko lang ibalik ang panahon, na ang pinakamalaking
problema ko lang ay ang kalungkutang nadarama ko kapag
ndi ako makakanood ng pabarito kong cartoons"

Lumaki ako na ang pinapanood sa telebisyon ay ang mga cartoons sa ABS-CBN. Gumigising ako ng maaga para mapanood lang ang cartoons na paboritong paborito ko. Tuwing 9:00 am hanggang 10:30am ay nakatutok na sa TV para mapanood ang mga pang-umagang cartoons at kailangan magising bago mag alas kwatro ng hapon para ndi mapalagpas ang panghapong cartoons. Ang mga cartoons na palagi kong pinapanood ay mga kwento ng buhay pakikipagsapalaran at pakikibaka nila sa kanilang buhay. Madaming bagay ang naituro sa akin ng panonood ko ng mga cartoons na iyon.

Eto nga pala ang listahan ko ng aking mga paboritong cartoons:

Princess Sarah
Dahil sa kanya, gusto ko na ring maging prinsesa nung bata pa ako, kahit gaano kahirap ang buhay nya ndi pa rin nya nakalimutang maging isang mabuting tao.

Cedie ang munting Prinsipe
Syempre kung may Princess Sarah, papatalo ba ang kalove team nyang si Cedie. Feeling ko sila ni Sarah ang bagay. haha. Dahil kay Cedie, gusto ko ring matutong tumugtog ng flute.

Dog of Flanders

Si Nelo at Patrasche ang matalik na magkaibigan. Super iyak ako sa palabas na ito. Si Patrasche ay ang alagang aso ni Nelo. Si Patrasche ang tagahila ng kariton ng gatas na binebenta nila Nelo. Naawa ako sa mga dinanas ni Nelo at Patrasche. Ang natatandaan kong ending nito ay namatay si Nelo at Patrasche na magkatabi dahil sa sobrang lamig.

Si Mary at ang lihim na hardin
Eh si Mary at ang lihim na Hardin. Natatandaan niyo pa ba???? Ang batang napakabuhaghag ng buhok.

Remi
Isang ulilang lubos si Remi na naglalakbay kasama ang isang matanda at ang kanyang mga alagang hayop. Naiiyak ako tuwing kinakanta ni Remi ang kanta nya sa kanyang ina.
"aking ina, mahal kung ina
pagmamahal mo aking ina
yakap mo sa akin.. hinahanap ko
init ng pagibig kumot ni bunso
sa gitna ng pagkakahimbing yakap mo ang gigising"

Ang mga munting pangarap ni Romeo
Isa rin to sa mga nakakaiyak na cartoons na napanood ko. Si Romeo ay isang batang tagalinis ng chimeneya. Hinaharap nya ang bawat problema ng buhay kasama ang kanyang mga kaibigan.

Blue Blink
Sinong ndi makakatanda sa kanta ni Blue Blink??
"Blue Blink sa bawat oras nariyan, tutulong sa nangangailangan"

Peter Pan
Bawat bata ata nakakakilala kay Peter Pan. Ang batang ndi tumatanda. Kalaban nya parate si Captain Hook na takot sa buwaya.

Zenki
Cute tong cartoon na to. ang Cute ni Zenki pag ndi pa siya nagtatransform sa malaking Zenki.
Bajulaong!

Magic Knight Rayearth
Kabisado ko dati ang opening song nito eh.
"kami narito asahan niyong
magtatangol"

Julio at Julia
"Si Julio at Julia, kambal ng tadhana, ndi susuko sa pagsubok.."

Daddy Long Legs
a.k.a Judy Abbot
Noong bata pa ako, ang alam kong title nito ay Judy Abbot. Pinakapaborito kong cartoon. Ang sweet ng love story nila ni daddy long legs.

P.S.>>>Sana ibalik ulit ang mga cartoon na ito. =)

I MISS WG

MISS ko na kau!!!

SO much..

Miss u badly..

LOVE u mga mah!

A Smile while saying GOODBYE

I really don't like the feeling of saying goodbye. I'm not use to it. Even though there are people that are coming in and out of my life, I hate saying goodbye. "Where is the GOOD in GOODBye?" a line from a song by Brian Mcknight. Yeah..I agree with this line. I don't get it. Well..Saying goodbye is never easy. I prefer saying "see you next time" than saying "Goodbye."

Why am I talking about Goodbyes? Because two of my OJT mates already finish there OJT hours. It's so sad. I've learned to love them and be with them every Monday -Friday. Our office wouldn't be the same as before. One of my closest OJT friend, Rachel already finish her 500 working hours for her OJT. This means that there will be no 30 minutes bonding session in the girls comfort room anymore, No one would sit in the middle of my working area and Roan's working area. No one would bug me and argue with me. No one would borrow my jacket when she’s cold. No one would sing along with our favorite song “don’t think I’m not”. I feel so sad. I’m gonna miss herL. Rusty, also just finish his OJT and he’s returning to Surigao. He’s our scanner, printer, and internet guy. He is kind, religious and funny.

For the last week of Rachel and Rusty, we have a lot of fun. Picture here and there. For the whole week, I think, we have 600 plus pictures. We had our lunch out last Friday at Pollo Roco. And we play badminton today at Sir Mikko’s gym. We had a good time. We eat, play and sing for the wholeday. And our next bonding would be Zipline in Tagaytay at the end of the term.

Even though we already bid goodbye to those person who sometimes makes us happy, we learn to accept the fact that they are just a text away when you need them.

I gotta feeling that tonight’s gonna be a good night

"I gotta feeling that tonight’s gonna be a good night
that tonight’s gonna be a good night
that tonight’s gonna be a good good night"

I'm just happy today! :)

I love the quotation :)

August 26, 2009 - A Better Day

Today is a better day than yesterday. This morning, I think that the time doesn't run as usual. The time is so slow. I don't know why. On my way to office, I daydream at the Jeep, thinking what my life would be after my graduation, my summer vacation, or which graduation vacation should I choose. I haven't decided yet which should I go. Will I go to Hongkong after my graduation and spent one whole week with my sister and mother or should I go to Davao with my friends. (**My Davao Trip with my friends is still a PLAN, I hope we could execute it**hihi.) For the meantime, I would just stick with the original plan to go to Hongkong and spend time with my sister and my mother coz I haven't ask for their permission for my Davao trip.haha

I, Rachel and Roan had our lunch at Green Tomato at Edsa Shangri-la Plaza Mall courtesy of Sir Noli. Sir Noli is Rachel’s boss; he treats us because Rachel’s OJT will be over by Friday. Green Tomato serves Italian cuisine, so I ordered for a Carbonara. It was so delicious and the serving is I think too much. Even though I’m so full, I still try to eat and finish my pasta. **Thanks to SOLA Ice Tea, it prevented me from vomiting because I eat too much**

At the afternoon, I didn't do much. I really really sleepy at 2pm. I just want to sleep but I can't coz the break time is officially over and I can't sleep during office hours :( I just helped Rachel with her tasks. She was given tons and tons of tasks by her team, so I just help her so that I wouldn't fall asleep. I helped her inputting data at the BCMS. And by 5pm, I just hang around and talk to my friends and wait for the clock to tick at 6pm so I could go home.

All in all, my day is fine, better than yesterday :P

I'm Pretty much BORED!!!

Today is not an eventful day. Nothing really important happened that's why I'm really really bored. I got to wake up early so that I wouldn't be late. At the office, I just sit around and talk with my friends all day. I didn't take a nap at lunchbreak because I think I'm not that sleepy. And by 4 pm, I felt so so sleepy. Gosh..I feel so tired even though I didn't do much today.

I hope tomorrow would be a better day. I really HATE my daily routine!!!It's so boring, I hope I get a chance to change it :)

Two Thumbs Up for "THE LAST JOURNEY OF NINOY"

Last Sunday, I've watched a documentary about the last few days of Ninoy Aquino before he was assassinated. That documentary is entitled, "The Last Journey of Ninoy". It talks mainly on the last few days of Ninoy from Boston to Manila. Ninoy Aquino was the narrator of the whole documentary. The documentary shows the true experience of Ninoy during the time of difficulties in his life. Ninoy Aquino is surely a hero. He risks his life for the Filipino people. He is a man of dignity and faith. The weapon that he uses to battle the dictatorship of Marcos is through his words and his great faith in God. He continues to fight for what he knows is right. He is one of the reasons for our freedom from dictatorship. The documentary really shows me what Ninoy done for our country. After watching the documentary, I understand what really happen during the time of Marcos dictatorship. The documentary enlightens me to be a good citizen and help preserve the democracy that Ninoy and Cory fought for.

I would totally be thankful to Ninoy Aquino and his wife Corazon Aquino for being a great leader and for giving us the democracy of every Filipino People.


P.S. >>For the youth, who have read my blog,who haven't registered for being a voter for our incoming national election, You still have a chance until October to register and become a registered voter. Registration is easy, just go to the nearest Comelec office and present few valid ID's.(*For more info, just visit www.bagongbotante.ph*) Always remember that voting is what democracy is all about. Being able to have the right to choose whoever you believe is the right person who will lead our country to a better country.

What Defines Happiness?

"Happiness, a state of mind or feeling characterized by contentment, satisfaction, pleasure, or joy."
A definition that I've got from wikipedia. Since this morning, I've been thinking what would I need to do to be happy. I've been so gloomy this past few days, I really don't know why. Maybe I've been missing something in my life. I mean, my life isn't like a fairy tale or something. It has its ups and downs. I want to be happy. That is one of my life goal. Seeking happiness maybe difficult but I think I would be anything just to achieve it.

These are the things that defines my happiness:

FRIENDS

I'm happy whenever I'm with WG (my super super friends). I feel complete when I'm with them. I can be myself when I'm with them. I don't need to pretend, they accepted me for who I am. Even though life is difficult, they are still there to make me happy. I'm happy whenever I can talk to them or just sit beside them. They don't get mad whenever I complained alot. I thank GOD for giving them to me.

CAKE AND ICE CREAM

Eating this after a dreadful day makes me smile :)

Seeing people SMILE
A simple smile can brighten my worst day. Especially, when I know that they smile because of me. =)



Family
My family is one of the best gift that the Lord gave me. I feel bless because my family is complete.

ONE TREE HILL My Favorite TV Show
I really really Love this show

My Helping Hand
Whenever people accept my helping hand, that when I find peace and happiness.

Being happy is never easy. You need to find inner peace before you can gain HAPPINESS. So once you find happiness, hold it still before it slips away

"It's okay to let yourself be happy because you never know how fleeting that happiness might be."